A warm welcome to the YATU forum @keshav!
Your question reminded me that a while ago, Deepak and Oprah did a wonderful meditation series called Desire and Destiny. Have you heard of it? Right now they have another meditation series which is free, called Hope in Uncertain Times. I am participating right now and love it! I think it might help you deal with the frustration while waiting for a clarifying answer from the authors. It can take a little while 🙂
Your description corresponds to my understanding. May I ask, does your frustration come from a feeling that “it’s not working” or because you don’t know if your conclusion is correct?