Hi Ana, I’m so sorry to hear you are in so much pain. I guess this is one of the many stories where love is enticing people to take a good look at the precepts of their religion and to reflect on what is what in life. Thank you for sharing, your post made me want to learn more about the Druze religion and customs, so I’ve spent some time reading about it.
So what do you want to do? What do you think you can do?